1..2...3...4...5...6...7...8...9...10...11...12...13...14...15...16...17 days since i last post hahaz...ehh what shall in post??--->

between one of these days de sat when to watch movie with dear xj and ryan..hahaz..[juz to cut short] that's the first time i actually watch a horror movie in cinema hahaz.. and the first time i go out until so late then go home..lolx.. haiz bore erm type what happen today bah..

nth actually happen heehs a normal day...first lesson art super happy sia the lyra aunty come show us how to use their product colour or draw very de nice lolx..and happy that can learn something lik layering heehs...art is so fun lolx..but expensive heehs... hmmm then before the lyra aunty go back she gave us [us= me, hong, xj, kk] her namecard sae next year after the o'level can call her she will train us to be a promoter heehs...then is math we went for math late lolx.. then is chinese got spelling onli got learn one chpt forgot learn the other chpt anyway i confirm got two wrong lolx..then is recess went to library wif hong found a book quite nice [rich dad,poor dad] but i cannot borrow cause no ez-link sobz..sobz...then is eng me and bernard play something very funni lolx...sku end yay!!! lolx.. then kenneth gif out the chocolate ms ang gif bernard dun wan gif me i got two heehs then yumin also dun wan then i got three heehs...

then after that me and hong wait for wj and kk then go down tgt then saw mdn yick asked her for ava key coz amelia wanna take her bell but key already taken by another sher le then me go library put bag then go cb mart wif wj kk hong...reach there hong and wj eat chicken rice kk eat dunno what ice thingy then me at there self hyper hahaz...then i dunno why i start hitting the table then saw hong and wj de chicken vibrating very funni lolx.. then kk de ice thing accidentally driped on the table got green and red colour then i saw kk bowl also got yellow colour i tell him drip on top also lolx.. and he really did hahaz..anyway wj sotsot de lolx...before he eat the food will sae bb to it lolx.. then after they eat finish hong nvr drink her soup we put hong de left over chicken skin wj de cucamber and some of kk de ice thingy and jelly inside lolx..very disgusting then wj sae he dare drink he really drink lolx..he sae not bad wth lolx..then kk also wan try dotdot...then wj take out one jelly and eat dotdot yuck!!...after that we go buy bb tea me buy irish cream coffee plus orea hong buy chocolate plus irish cream shuld be spell lik that bah then wj buy aomething pink i dunno wad after he buy he sae " i love pink" lolx..then walk back to cbss then they go library duty me go dance actually the dance start at 3:45 lolx then b4 that me pris and elaine stand outside the hall see band then me and pris go down we go walk around the road outside field wif bare foot lolx..then got alot small small stone then we go back start pratice then rehersal start got two time after that go home yay hahaz...lolx dotdot actually this is the sec time i type this post lolx.. erm abit not same heehs the first time dunno wad happen all the thing i type MIA lolx..erm nvm gotta end here ^^...

miss ya dear<33

hahaz erm another post for today ... erm just wanted type to something...nothing to do..

erm when i first come to chong boon erm ya i dont like it and how i wish i can transfer to other sec..but as time pass i started to like chong boon ya u might everyday complaint complaint sae that hall no air-con very hot..then other sku de hall got air-con then some of our wash rm dont even haf a door some dont have lock...teacher very what..blablabla ya you can complaint everyday thinking of changing school erm but when the time it's for you to graduate it the time for you to leave this school you miss it wont you?? that's what i think..for me i will i will miss it no matter how bad and how i dislike the teacher are..same thing lik the camp i dont feel lik going cause very troublesome bath time onli 5min nid bring alot thing..then sleep the place sometime very dirty...why dont i treasure the time when i am in school now before i regret and started missing it when i leave school...ya mayb from now on i will treasure the time i am in school with my frenz my teacher those broken door the no air-con hall..

as for my frenz.. erm i might dislike some of my frenz lik AMOS that bully me..ya i will scold them curse them complaint to other ppl...but when they realli got something happen i will regret that why i didnt treasure them...i am not perfect confirm got ppl will hate me dislike me but i dont mind i will still miss all of them i just hope that those that hate me when i am in this school will accept me when the day i leave school...

before you regret it before you miss it before you put it as memory,treasure it..

erm have been reading alot ppl blog for hours err can sae i got nth better to do but really most of the blog i read[from my sku de*upper sec*] miss the camp very much ya i also miss the camp and instructor shuld haf brought my handphone then can take pic as memory..wonder next year will it still be camelot..hahaz...really regret that i am not enthu at the camp lolx.. but wad can i do? nth hahaz...

i wont forget abt this camp..can sae that this is the onli camp among all the camp i go that i miss so much...haiz..

but if really one day i am able to choose which time to rewind back to..i will choose the time to carry on cause there is still lots of other interesting that might happen as time go on there might be happy and sad one but as the time pass it will all turn into my memory[the happy one]..if i am lucky enough i might able to met my instructor hahaz..

hmm here to post thing that happen ytd =]... i am happy ytd but also sad hahaz..wanna noe why?? erm see first bah i might type it out i might not...love<33 you..

march11'07
erm ytd when to escape..morning when to meet dear first then we go mac together...weijian dennis ryan already in mac then sit down wait for other ppl after that take bus..

erm sorries really got no mood to type...ytd i found out that i am an idiot.. and i am happy cause got you..<33

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it might be fake again but what could i do? i shall just act it on..
am i being selfish??yup i might be...but i really hope that there wont be any
fake or lie again...really feel lik dying...haiz really dont know how to type really dont know how to express...[sad]
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[happy]really really very happy hope u understand..<33 it's the first time since the day it started i hope that it wont be the last time...

Wake up in the morning,
Six A.M.,
Stareing in the mirror,
Wonderin' who I am,
Paint myself over,
With a cheap smile,
And I'm the only one,
Who knows.

Mask my feelings,
Mask my heart,
Mask the emotions,
That tear me apart,
Smile when I'm happy,
Smile when I'm sad,
Smilen',
But I feel so bad.

Wake up in the morning,
Six A.M.,
Stareing at the cieling,
Wonderin' who I am,
Paint myself over,
With a fake smile,
And I'm the only one,
Who doesn't know,
Who I am.

Mask my feelings,
Mask my heart,
Mask the emotions,
That tear me apart,
Smile when I'm happy,
Smile when I'm sad,
Smilen',
But I feel so bad.

Living in my fiction book,
Hiding my fears and dreams,
I feel so lost, so in between,
Holding back what makes me, me,
The world's not a stage,
So why am I acting?
Putting up a facade,
To please others around me,
This is my time,
Got to live it up,
Burn the mask that's ripped me up.

Free my feelings,
Free my heart,
Free the emotions,
That tore me apart,
Smile when I'm happy,
Frown when I'm sad,
Smilen',
But I don't feel bad.

[found this at deviantart isn't it nice?]haiz...

haha nice?? i draw de name of it:This two hearts is not meant to be tgt.




flower my dad plant de


da ge nth better to do ask me take photo...



moon[the night i went to dance..]

~end!~ miss ya<33

Just come back from buying sweet and green tea.. while eating the sweet i taken out three of it two same colour[red]the other is green, red is strawberry flavor green is green apple flavor i decided to try what the flavor will taste like when eat together..erm anyway it taste awful wat am i trying to tell here?? erm dont tell you it's a SECRET MUHAHA...if clever guess yourself lo...=P

erm before i go buy sweet and green tea i am just back from the growth camp i did enjoy the camp very much but regreted that i seldom participate in the activity and i miss my instructor ADRAIN and IGGY hahaz...adrain when first saw him he talk until very soft then hong said like me lolx..i will start from my class... my class haiz dont need said not cooperative, don't have teamwork, talktalktalk dont listen, not enthu anyway got alot bad point..[for first day]

[First day]
7/3/07

His birthday, after reach school meet hong at foryer pass her the sleeping bag... then go canteen she keep the sleeping bag in the bigbig bag lolx.. so good !! i still need take plastic bag lolx..after that went to the parade and sit down alot ppl never brinf story book but lucky is wed got newspaper hahaz..after reading go hall then blablabla intro instructor then go play game blablabla me and hong go washroom slack cause dont wanna play..haiz it's boring there is nth happening in sku...
`reach camp site~
went to our dormitory after the talk then is knots and lashing one word boring...slept for few min bah quite tire then after is general station my class went to the spiderweb first..me kena carry in the hole err not onli me haha can sae most of my classmate lolx..then went to the log thingy girls play first we have to stand on the log we were asked to arrange ourself by height ahem* i am the shortest in my class lolx.. sadsad but nvm^^ then is boys also same thing..after that is IPW abit boring and intresting hahz...then is dinner...then is campfire preparation did our cheer erm actually kena scold by iggy but that's make my class more cooperative and know more about teamwork...then is sing-a-long-session erm i am not very enthu actually...then the night walk quite fun hahaz.. our instructor keep making sound lolx.. then super then shower dotdot only got 5min for one person to bath i wash hair also nid about 30min le lolx... then lights off hahaz... but me didnt sleep went to find yumin natasha and cheris chat lolx... but then soon nat wanna sleep le then yumin wanna sleep le..then left me and cheris i nothing do go tie yumin hair lolx.. then clip her hair with my clip =P erm yumin know?? i not sure hahaz... then soon abt 1am me abit tire le sleep for about 2 hour three plus wake up pei cheris she still haven sleep lolx...then ehh me and cheris go brush teeth first hahaz..

[second day]
ehh forgot what time hong and chunhui wake up then pei hong go brush teeth..help her take the toothpaste lolx...then blablabla assemble at the pole there morning exercise tire lolx... i was lik half a sleep until the dunno who tell us to find one partner then i heard wrongly that grab ur partner become wack ur partner i was lik shock lolx.. then found out heard wrongly lolx.. then breakfast feel lik vominting never eat much then is CRC erm me play the step on wire de then got two other wire to hold on top i scare until want die le lolx.. but anyway i manage to finish walk heehs =]then is rockwall and zipline erm i did non of it haha...then is i forgot le lolx.. onli knoe after that lunch same thing..then is improvised rafting didnt play me hong jia ping amos wailson and one more 3e1 de sit on table chat then me and hong walk around tire!! lo0lx then go see the raft my class build erm hong see already know confirm will drop lolx the rope is not tie properly... and yup hong was right sanksank lolx..then is kayaking erm know nothing about it cause me hong jia ping very tire go err dinning place sit down sleep lolx.. then soon amos come also sleep lolx..then soon i wake up see the building of raft..erm borebore after all this is bath time went in see wth flooded floor lolx...then no choice after bath hao go out thing then go back dorm put thing then go asssemble err then shuld be dinner bah after dinner didnt eat then campfire preparation then CAMPFIRE NIGHT erm at first not very enthu but then soon okok hahaz quite fun asspecially when our instructor adrain kena pour by water lolx.. after that super erm bring the cake back dorm hahaz..then reflection after that actually me hong chun hui following bernard up the boys dorm de but then never hahazx...then kenneth and bernard follow us up the girls dorm then yumin jiewei also come out then we decided three meet outside wash room then go see star...[in girls dorm A] me hong chun hui and cheris decided not to sleep then wait until three go meet kenneth and bernard..then we chatchat chat until about 12++ sleepy chun hui wanna sleep then yihong then me lolx.. cheris think she got sleep abit cause me 230+ wake up saw she sleep then go back sleep again until 342am lolx..then over time liao i wake hong up she sae wait kenneth call her then go... but then wait so long still dont have we brush hao teeth go the boys dorm find them dotdotdot they sleeping lolx..then go the sand outside wachroom play and see star

[third day/last day]
then go back dorm pack thing.. then go down for assembly breakfast didnt eat also me and hong go hide lolx...then is pack up time again but pack hao le then bring the bag down then area cleaning...then camp debrief erm lastly go back...when the bus move and it was on its way back to sku i droped a little tear [no body see =P] cause i miss our instrustor adrain and iggy i miss the time we were together and the time we playing all those activity i also miss the sound of the aleoplane heehs then after reach sku lucky cher never talk so much then can go back le...

in this camp though there are happiness and unhappiness i will still rmb it^^<33

erm hiiex here to post ^^ erm first of all HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!!!<33err an early one hahaz...

erm BERNARD !!!! never buy strawberry sobz...erm nvm anyway ytd got something very funni happen after sku wj treated me and hong ice cream then we when to canteen found chun hui and susanna eating then hong decided to eat lunch hahaz..then hong go buy lunch i sit beside chun hui wait for her...after she buy hao and sit down le she put kenneth donkey on her hp pouch then melvin sitting on the other table saw and took it away lolx... err nvm very long cut short blalblabla heehs then melvin sit down than when he wanted to said bala no hair said until bala no head lolx.. me hong chun hui susanna at there laugh...then hong sae lataz when mr bala come into our class said "good morning class" then we whole class blurblur where the sound come from cause no head mah lolx.. erm tmr going growth camp le wonder what will happen... lalala miss miss miss...him

mayb it break cause ...there is a reason...

are we suppose to be tgt at the first place?? if i am not around i have never been alive what will happen did i cased all this? how i wish i am never alive before...then i wont cased so many problem..and there will be a happy ending instead of a sad one..

can anybody tell me the truth?i dun wanna be an idiot anymore i thought that it is perfact but juz found out that i am juz an idiot not knowing anything at ALL...and i hated myself..who shuld i believe?? when those ppl said that they are telling the truth when the other also said they are telling the truth and both diff story..who shuld i believe?? i cant even believe myself cause i know nth when i have been an idiot for so long... shall end here... will post what happen during the growth camp^^

第一次看见你就为你心动 聪明的我怎能让你走
第二次看见你我竟然失控 是我的错请你原谅我
第三次看见你想要告诉你 我真的爱你是真的爱你
第四次看见你我有些要求 希望你能够 安安静静的聆听

1让我保护你 2让我照顾你 3所有的要求不能当作游戏
4接受这命运 5永远不分离 最后一个一定要说你愿意
Wanna be your lover I wanna be your man
我只要你开心多一点
Can you be my lover Don't wanna be your friend
给你幸福的永远

One让我保护你 Two让我照顾你 Three所有的要求不能当作游戏
Four接受这命运 Five永远不分离 说～你愿意

Wanna be your lover I wanna be your man
我只希望陪你多一点
Can you be my lover Don't wanna be your friend
给你幸福每一天
因为我Wanna be your lover I wanna be your man
我只要你开心多一点
Can you be my lover Don't wanna be your friend
给你幸福到永远
　
你说你害怕 因为受过 [照顾你 保护你 守护着你 呜…]
不需要害怕 因为我不是他[照顾你 保护你 守护着你 呜…]

hiiex.. erm here to post again hahaz quite alot thing happen since i last post hahaz.. but don't intend to type all out^^..one of it ish super funni lolx...it's about bernard heehs...

this day err i forgot which day liao only know that i am having english lesson bernard is sitting beside me then he was filling the growth camp form write the name bla bla bla le then he when was going to circle the M/F he circle until Female de lolx..then we started laughing lolx...

erm hahaz.. reminder to bernard [if he come my blog]: rmb my strawberry h0rx =P...monday monday hahaz...

2/3/07
hahaz nowaday i keep folding star lolx.. fold until hand pain then the straw cutting very very weird lolx.. one side very big then the other side very small.. lolx..erm yesterday when to suntec for the career fair quite big hahaz.. me and hong walking around seaching for the oour ambition de qualification lolx.. after finish searching we when out and sit down on the floor lolx then hong copy what we found on her own paper...alot student sitting on the floor also hahaz.. erm not funny lolx..opps..then after the ambition thingy when to take MRT go back...AMK then waited for the 261 for so long lolx..
then nth le hahaz.. nth to type about actually..just wanna post for fun lolx..

3/3/07
hmmm lataz gogin teckghee cc for dance hope i dont forget the step...but before that go cb mart first hahaz.. buy use paper to fold de star lolx..kkz end here..

AND err early-happy birthday...---->---->---->---->---->---->dear<33